My Greatest Love, Johan

Baby, I want to put it in black and white and shout it from the roof tops, via blogging, how much I love you and how much I appreciate your amazing help with me and our two girlies, especially these last two weeks. Your quiet strength Johan, is the wind beneath my wings, however high that statement rates on your cheese-o meter. I can see everyday your very conscious effort to fit into our house and family by paying attention to my requests, the ones I ask and the ones I yell at you from across the kitchen.  I have not once tripped over a pair of your shoes, that normally find their way into my path during night time nursing routines, or walked into a pile of your clothes, that normaly lie scatterd around the washing basket like a sacred circle.  Having you home has made a difference to my life and the day to day business of existing. Most importantly, you rock the lives of your girls, Gioia and Isla, with your ever loving and hands on approach to them.  You are this incredible human being Baby, and I feel like I won first prize when I bagged you 897.  Being around you makes me feel incredible, wonderful and worthy.  I aspire to be more like you because as a spiritual faithful partner and parent you are one of a kind. I want to love you more and more and show you my most sincere appreciation by being the best wife I can be for you. It is a role that I have not excelled in for many months, simply because you have not been here but this morning I feel an excitement in my heart at the possibility of me being a really fantastic partner to you.  I want to learn all about you again and walk beside you and nurture the special relationship we have and share. Thank you for giving me time to work on my design label and for taking an interest in this, my most favourite hobby, which is hours behind my laptop and now your laptop too.  Your fresh interest in the mundane things such as cooking and cleaning has awakened a shimmering spark in me.  That dreaded feeling of routine and duty is subsiding into a feeling of 'ways of expressing' my love for you and my girls, which shows me, most importantly, that the balance is being restored in our family life.  You are thee most considerate beautiful man, and you are the greatest Blessing in my life, even more so than the girls. You humble me and I want to honour you, I want to make you proud, I want to never be without you again, and I want you to look at me once more like you once did in the beginning of the love story that is ours. I love you in every way, LV